HEIDEE: Ironically enough, it was Neil, the season 1 big winner, who informed me that I was the first evictee of season 2. Not that I didn't expect it. In fact I had even told BBK and Neil that I felt I was going to be the next evictee. Not that I blame the 5 people who voted against me. They never had the chance to know me. And it wasn't because I was being aloof or all high and mighty. My sked just didn't allow me to have time to chat as much as the other VH's do. So I suppose in that aspect, I am the least deserving of the VHs to stay inside the house.

Still, I can't say that I was very very disappointed by the outcome. After all, I joined the game not to win. I got out of it exactly what I wanted to. I gained a friend or two and to me, that is more than enough.

So to all my VH's, I would like to say thanks for your time and your messages, especially to those who meant them. Perhaps we will meet in person someday, who knows? For now just continue playing, and don't be afraid to lose. As my favorite saying goes, "It's not the destination of the journey that counts, but the journey itself." So enjoy the journey, guys! I did. ^_^